Hey, hey! Whatever may happen in this world! Pure Sodom and Gomorrah! There is such a great deal of scum and shame in the villages. Seeing their boyfriends off to the war, the girls have been staying alone and bored already for three years. It would not be surprising, you know, if a girl took a chance on anyone she would see: be it a Hungarian or a Muscovite. How can a young girl be staying all alone? And there – a peach of a girl would once sin with one of them: again, no wonder. Once upon a time a girl was living in our village: she was as ugly as death sent to the earth from hell. She was humpbacked, ugly, slouch and thin; she looked as if crippled, her face crooked, her lips looking like pies and her eyes looking like a frog’s. She was a servant working for a landowner just to get some food to eat. Once we all saw she was pregnant and couldn’t believe our eyes. The girl appeared to be unfit for working and the landowner kicked her out of the house. Her father was poor. Having nothing to eat and therefore angry, he also kicked the girl out of home. Thus, the poor crippled girl found herself behind the fence of her own house. Her father didn’t listen to anyone, saying: “Let her go with her lover”. It was autumn but it looked like winter: it rained and snowed. The poor crippled girl was sitting at the fence of her home day and night, shivering with winter cold and crying. Once I was passing by and asked her: “Girl, how did you manage to do that?” She said: “Hey, hey! The boy was handsome like a doll. He had two stars on his collar. He also gave me a white sack so that I could sew a shirt of it. Oh, I wish I could see him once again”. In saying that, the poor crippled girl was cluttering her teeth. I shrugged my shoulders and wondered: could the guy have failed to see her with his eyes opened wide? I felt sorry for the poor cripple but thought to myself: what can I do about it, having no place to live in? The Hungarian had sinned a lot with that girl. That’s a big sin! But the girl was sitting on and on at the fence and then under the bridge for a few days. Finally, sitting in the vines, she gave birth to a son. The baby boy was ripe like an apple: he was big, healthy and handsome. He was so tender as well! His mother had suffered a lot. Now she was lying on the grass and nursing her baby, being ill, barefoot and shabby. You will never understand how much she loved him. I felt mercy for her and took her to my house though my house was actually a barn. I also called my godbrothers and had the boy baptized. The boy’s mother could hardly stand on her legs, because she’d been getting about the neighbors’ houses, asking for milk. I looked at her, wondering: how happy and merry she was. She was nursing her child, deriving so much pleasure from it. But suddenly canons roared and bullets were heard whistling near the village. The trouble was that there was no place to hide. Then a grenade came through the window and killed the child. The cripple was in the porch at that time. She screamed. You would be unable to picture it to yourself how she was sobbing over her baby! The battle ended and the Muscovites came. The baby was buried. I looked around in the morning: my cripple was gone. She was lost sight of for a day or two. As I was walking through the cemetery one day, I saw my cripple hanging on an oak-tree above her son’s coffin. She didn’t want to live without her son. I thought to myself: how much love that unhappy cripple had been bearing inside. That had been a great and sacred love.
That girl’s father had had the nerve to kick his daughter out of home to the fence.
(A story told by a woman, a refugee from the village of Kozany Stanislaviv)
We wish we hadn’t waited up for this war. We’ve suffered so much! We’ve been through starvation, through cold and through unrest. Judge not, Oh God! We were pushed out of our village and it took us 6 months to wander about places. Now we have come back to the village but what’s come of it? Nothing but ashes has remained. We were squatting up in the remaining huts. We were wandering about other villages in order to find some bread. (God please let our enemies feel as low as we did when we had to wander about those places). People would have given everything away to us if they’d had at least something. But they had nothing because the troops had taken everything away from them. As far as children, they don’t know what it is to have nothing. So, our hearts are heavy. My husband had a brother at the time of the war (my husband is in America). Once I was sitting in the hut, caroling to myself. Suddenly I heard someone walking in the porch. I opened the door: Oh, my God! That was my husband’s brother! He was walking on crutches, his both legs made of rubber. He crawled into the hut, sat down on the bench and burst out crying, weeping like a child. Wiping off his tears, he said: “My dear, give me a shirt, ‘cause I’ve got nothing but a ripped undershirt on: lice ate all the rest. But I don’t want to turn up in front of my mother like this”. He took his undershirt off and I got stunned: nothing but skin and bones but his vest was white: nothing but stitches left. “Now go to Mom and Dad to tell them I am back. I want to know who will be the first to run out to meet me”. So, I went to them and said: “Mom, get up: your son is back”. The elderly ones dashed running to the yard. As soon as they saw him, they stiffened. The mother fainted. We brought her to her senses. Now Mom and Dad are sitting on the bench and their son is lying on the bed, telling them how a grenade had torn his legs off. The three of them are crying day after day. It takes them so long that I can’t stand sitting with them for a long time. The both legs torn off to the knees. That’s the fate that befell him.
(Written by Oles Babij in Seredne, December 27th, 1917)